*[YOU DO UNDERSTAND THAT IT’S GONZO JOURNALISM? IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE THE
MANIFEST OF THE DARK BUDDHA AND I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE IT FOR AGES. OF
COURSE IN “PSYCHOACTIVE PLANES” THIS KIND OF STUFF ISN’T THAT UNUSUAL, BUT
FOR THE CONTINUATION OF LIFE, WELL YOU WOULD ACTUALLY NEED THAT OUR
PHYSICAL PROCESSES IN THIS WORLD REFLECT UPON THE INDRA’S NET, ETC. THAT
ALL REALITIES ARE PART OF THE SAME ESSENCE. WHO KNOWS? MAYBE THE REALITY IS
A PHILIP K. DICK’S “VALIS”, ETC. SO, THIS IS ABOUT THE OCCULT AND NOT ABOUT
RELIGIONS. ZEN GONZOISM IS MY PHILOSOPHY! MALAK AL-MAWT!]*
“When the Lamb broke the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth
living creature saying, “Come.” I looked, and behold, an ashen horse; and
he who sat on it had the name Death; and Hades was following with him.
Authority was given to them over a fourth of the earth, to kill with sword
and with famine and with pestilence and by the wild beasts of the earth.” –
In the day of death of Muammar Gaddafi I took some bromo-dragonfly and sat
on a stool and saw that the existence is made of endless layers, I felt
suffering & joy, I saw the eye God, I saw a halo around me, I saw “heaven”
and “hell” to go to my sides and a passage to the “unknown”. Six months
later I was in Egypt and heard the Devil to speak to me.
I understand that both experiences were figments of my mind because the
truth is that God and the Devil are (+) positive and (-) negative creative
forces of life and therefore in psychoactive substances, well you can see
them as different kinds of personifications. However it’s possible that
they all are of theological determinism, so that when I sat on the stool it
might have been “known”.
In the beginning I thought I was Jesus Christ and I tried to write the
story that way, but I understand that no one would believe that story and
therefore I can go with Death because it doesn’t matter to me do you
believe this story or not because I’m here to witness the “match” between
God and the Devil because that is the reason why I saw God and the Devil as
figments of my mind.
That I can tell you that the future is a utopia or it’s a very
dysfunctional society. I believe that science and technology will lead the
world to a better one, but great changes in this world might happen through
protests, riots, graffiti, etc. Therefore there could come the battle of
the Messiah and the Anti-Christ and of course, they would be
personifications of God and the Devil.
There are signs in this world, for an example there is the Illuminati which
people have awakened to think that it’s the symbol of the Anti-Christ, but
however, the All-Seeing Eye is also the symbol of the Messiah. So, is it
caused by “something” to awaken people to the Judgement Day, End Times,
Of course when I wrote about protests, riots, graffiti, etc., well I meant
that even graffiti taggers do halos and crowns above their tags and
therefore it could be that they become some kind of saints in the process
and of course the crown would be about Jesus Christ.
The truth just is that I’m kinda forced to go with the experience in
bromo-dragonfly because I understand that the truth is that I will see will
this world be in the future a “heaven” or a “hell”, but I’m not the one to
create them. I’m only to perceive the positive and negative influences of
emotions in people. Therefore when you look upon God and the Devil, well
look upon within because that is where they exist as universal factors of
good and evil.
Also, I will say, well who would believe this story to be true? And
therefore I don’t have worries in this world. The True Trinity actually is
God, the Devil and Death. You might be against it, but you have always
forgotten the third figure and it’s important because the third figure is
in the dualism of life, the monism.
But also remember that from Islam there could come a person that would lead
the Muslim to be against the “elite” and not the people. Of course that
would happen through this writing, but the point is that the Battle of Good
and Evil began in the day of death of Muammar Gaddafi and now we all see
the process and it actually could be quite a gentle process if (+) positive
creative forces within people win, but that is quite certain that there
also is (-) negative creative forces.
… And they are Messiah ben Joseph and Messiah ben David.
In the end I’m the poet who will write the “psychoactive” story of mankind
because then you will understand what exactly happened and who were the
figures who generated different aspects of happenings.
“Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. The lake of fire
is the second death.” – Revelation 20:14
… And I go with the concept that the universe, the cosmos, the existence,
etc. is aware of us and therefore, coming from the surroundings of our
reality, the first encounter which you will experience in death, well is
the death itself. I don’t mean that death is a personification, but a
genuine aspect of the reality. Therefore when I say that I’m the
personification, well it’s because I don’t care about the (+) positive and
(-) negative aspects of life because I have gone through them and therefore
I won’t experience the same sensation where you experience “hallucinations”
of your past actions, etc. It’s from the Tibetan Book of the Death and
you’ll experience ego crushing in death by spirits, ancestors, gods,
demons, etc. and then you’ll see what is your place in the system, and of
course all those deities come from (+) positive and (-) negative.
… And the last chapter to this writing is that I created God and the Devil
as figments of my mind. In the experience I heard “millions” of angels
chanting and I saw a halo which was the size of the existence to collapse
on its surface. The point I’m trying to make that when I go to afterlife,
well perhaps God and the Devil actually worship me as the Dark Buddha
because what if the story of Illuminati doesn’t come from God or neither
the Devil, but from me? What if I’m the one who writes the stories of
eternity? What if I’m eternity? And therefore I said that there are (+)
positive and (-) negative creative forces that exist in the reality, but
I’m monism which is the essence of all, the essence of everything and
that’s the universe, the cosmos, the existence, etc. speaking on my behalf
because I is that, and that is I.
… Or did you think that this reality is “*real*”?